Pills after Pills || Music Monarch

[Lyrics] Pills after pills, just to stay all alive, Feels like a burden of darkness in the broad daylight. Shadows are crawling where the sun used to be, A ghost in the mirror looking right back at me. Chasing a feeling that I lost in the gray, Swallowing whispers that I can't push away. They tell me to breathe, they tell me to try, But the water is rising while the river runs dry. Oh, I'm fighting a war in a room by myself, Collecting these bottles like dust on a shelf. Is it a cure or a cage? I can barely decide, When the pain is so loud and there's nowhere to hide. Pills after pills, just to make it to night, Heavy with darkness in the broad daylight. The clock on the wall ticking holes in my brain, Trading my sorrow for a chemical rain. I smile for the strangers, I nod for my friends, Wondering when this invisible labyrinth ends. It's a numb kind of peace, a synthetic disguise, Hiding the storm that is trapped in my eyes. Just going through motions, a thief in my head, Stealing the words that I should have just said. Oh, I'm fighting a war in a room by myself, Collecting these bottles like dust on a shelf. Is it a cure or a cage? I can barely decide, When the pain is so loud and there's nowhere to hide. Pills after pills, just to make it to night, Heavy with darkness in the broad daylight. Maybe tomorrow the colors will break, Maybe I'll feel it with every breath that I take. I'm searching for dawn in a sky full of rust, Trying to build back a shattered out trust. But until the morning can rescue my soul, I'll gather the pieces and try to be whole. Pills after pills, just to stay all alive... Just to survive. Carrying the darkness... Waiting for the light. Just waiting for the light.