the amazing digital circus was... something

quick lil birthday vid this is kinda my first no makeup vid bc funny story, i recorded this video at like 5 am but my mic was too far away so it was echoey and i knew i'd have to rerecord UGHHH plus i'm like out of my tinted moisturizer and i didnt want to take off all my makeup and redo it without a base so i was like i'm just gonna keep this on till i record again, but my dogs were playing all day so it wasn't quiet until 5 am the NEXT night so my makeup had obviously like worn off or whatever in the 24 hours i was wearing it. plus my eyeliner like seeped into my eye literally 30 seconds before i sat down to record so i was like sobbing in pain and flushing my eyes while trying not to knock anything over, but i did hit one of my lights and it's my mom's and i was so scared it was gonna break. anyway that's why my eyes look so dark because i was smudging my eye makeup all over to free my eyes from their eternal turmoil. also yeah i'm working on my setup, please ignore any blips in sound or video quality. big changes coming soon, hopefully maybe the amazing circus... was the digital we made along the way... follow me on instagram:   / nopejustnick