You Don't Exist (Yet) - Original Song [demo]

Took an oldddd song from years ago and rewrote the lyrics, keeping the music basically in tact, as I was always really proud of the music and wanted to repurpose the song. I'm a lot happier with it as a whole now!!! This is just a demo, recorded over the span of 7 grueling hours in my bedroom lmao, but I'd love to hopefully one day do a proper recording where I do more than 2 takes on the vocals lol. /// Waking up from a dream I only had three hours sleep And I can't see you when Thought I saw you but alas The memory slips by too fast I can't see you when In the mirror's where I gaze I faintly see you as a haze I'm torn between you and me In this life nothing ever is so easy I just wanna swap places with you Want this pain to be through But I can't see you when Here I am so upset It's like you don't exist yet I can't see you when The mirror cracks I lay on the ground I can't believe the mess I've found Myself in This could be ruin for you and me Maybe. But that's a risk I'll take. We'll see I'm walking away from certainty But I don't care. This is who I want to be