Perishless - I Became The Cold (Official Visualizer)

Lyrics: I still remember how you held me Before the snow erased your skin Your voice was warm beneath the silence Now every word is wearing thin I kept your name beneath my tongue Like a prayer I couldn't speak But every winter took a piece Until the memory turned weak I called your name into the storm But only frozen echoes came The more I tried to hold you close The less I knew your face I didn't lose the warmth I buried it inside I watched my heart turn white With every tear I cried You disappeared with time But something stayed behind I stopped searching for the sun And I became the cold The forest knows the shape of grief It keeps the footsteps of the dead The branches whisper what I lost While winter sleeps above my head I used to fear the empty nights I used to beg the dark to end Now darkness feels like home to me And silence feels like a friend I called your name one final time But I could not remember why There was a shadow in my chest Where something used to lie I didn't lose the warmth I buried it inside I watched my heart turn white With every tear I cried You disappeared with time But something stayed behind I stopped searching for the sun And I became the cold Maybe you were never meant to return Maybe I was never meant to heal Maybe some wounds don't disappear They simply learn to feel unreal I can no longer hear your voice I cannot remember your eyes But every year when winter comes I know exactly where to stand No more waiting No more prayers No more footsteps On the stairs No more burning No more pain I let the winter Take my name I didn't lose the warmth I let it fade away The heart I kept for you Was never meant to stay You disappeared with time And I disappeared with you I stopped longing for the light When the darkness became true I no longer fear the cold There is nothing left to lose I was waiting for a ghost Until I became it too The snow keeps falling The forest stays still I forgot your face But I remember waiting And now... I am the cold.