Im trying to beat my social anxiety… so i force myself to talk to the camera

I find talking about all this very awkward…I’ll most likely delete the video soon. But it still did me a bit of good to talk. And let me reiterate: I’m not trying to play the victim or stir up pity. most of the time, I’m perfectly fine with how things are. It's just that there are times when it consumes me, but I'll soon be back to my old self and everything will be fine :)) I love y’all💚🙃