half~light

Half~light - Peter James Lyrics: … Yeah I don’t feel real when the lights go low Yeah hearts too loud and my mind moves slow Yeah my heads too loud, but I can’t let go Yeah I don’t feel real Yeah I don’t feel real Yeah I don’t feel real when the lights too low Yeah I don”t feel real Yeah my mind moves slow Yeah I don’t feel real Yeah I don’t feel real Yeah I don’t feel real Yeah I’ve been living my life in the half-light now I’m gone Yeah smile on my face, yeah my soul offline They say time heals, but the past don’t die I’m tryna love, but I don’t know why I say goodbye I’ve been fighting with my shadow Yeah all night, talking to myself Yeah tryna get it right If I disappear don’t be surprised I’ve been here, just lost in sight I don’t trust love, yeah it left me with a bruise Yeah every forever felt temporary too Yeah I give her my heart, yeah then I overdo Now I’m numb in the brain, but in you I’m consumed Yeah these demons at night be intrusive Yeah mirror talk back like, “prove it” Yeah if I’m broken, yeah who isn’t Yeah my head is open, that bitch blew it Yeah I detach when it gets too real Float away so I don’t feel People say, yeah “just to heal” But they don’t know what it’s like, When you mind won’t heal I want peace, but I chase the hurt Yeah I want love, but I fear the worst Yeah if I open up, yeah will you stay? Or will you leave, yeah when you see the dirt Yeah I’ve been living my life in the half-light now I’m gone Yeah smile on his face, yeah say they already won Yeah they say the past heals all, but evil never dies Yeah I don’t wanna go, but I’m always catching flights I’ve been fighting with my shadow all night Yeah talking to myself, yeah tryna get it right Yeah if I disappear, yeah don’t be surprised Yeah I’m right here, just lost in sight Yeah I don’t wanna hurt anybody else But I’m bleeding out, all by myself Yeah I push away everything I want most Then I’m crying all by myself, alone I got abandonment in my veins I say it’s fine, but it’ll go away If I love you, yeah I’ll love you too deep Yeah thats why I’m scared that you’ll walk away Yeah if I find myself I’ll call your name Yeah if I don’t, just know that I tried Yeah I’m not gone Yeah I’m somewhere in-between Yeah I’m searching for the light Yeah I’m shooting like a beam …