secret admirer

Yesterday at the carnival i went to her stall she sold donuts and drinks with those fuzzy smiles of hers she perked when she saw me in the crowd of people her cheeks turned a certain shade of crimson i smiled back at her and asked how much were the donuts she told me that a box was six bucks i payed with a smile and i waved her goodbye but i don't really like donuts at all it was all just a way for me to interact with her so i don't have a panic attack due to self-indulgent fantasies of a teenage novel symphony then when i came to class there was no teacher but my friend passed me a homemade envelope decorated with a pattern of ribbons and a violet sticker to seal it off she told me it was a junior that was the one that passed it to her i was shocked because she knows me but i swear i barely know her i opened up the letter and read it carefully i felt a bit creeped out you called yourself my secret admirer you wished me goodluck in my endeavors then you wrote that you like me from the bottom of your heart i can't believe that this girl would like a guy like me but i just accepted it as God's fate then at the edge of the paragraph you wrote that you knew i liked somebody else that made me step two steps back and rethink the situation but i guess it was just an assumption without any evaluation you told me you didn't have any friends and you felt lonely in the halls of the school but when i supposedly crossed your eye sight i made you feel you had a friend you told me you didn't have any friends and you felt lonely in the halls of the school but when i supposedly crossed your eye sight i made you feel you had a friend i want you to know that i have fallen in love with someone someone so sweet with cheeks made out of pillowcases and if i dont have to hold you in your arms dont let that make you feel ashamed cause i know what its like to be lonely i hope you find a friend to keep you happy all the time andif theres none , god is always there for you and i swear that i love her with all my heart and i dont want nobody else in my life other than her and im sorry i cant say this to you face to face because she took my heart and put it in her place she's an angel and i bet you're too and i hope you'll find someone that sees the angel in you ... if you love me then i want you to know that loving someone doesnt mean you'll have to build a home with them you told me you didn't have any friends and you felt lonely in the halls of the school but when i supposedly crossed your eye sight i made you feel you had a friend you told me you didn't have any friends and you felt lonely in the halls of the school but when i supposedly crossed your eye sight i made you feel you had a friend