my apology video ft. yi wei (synthv original)
venesection
0:00 / 0:00
my apology video ft. yi wei (synthv original)
4 773 просмотра · 4 месяца назад
venesection
1,5 тыс. подписчиков
4 773 просмотра · 4 месяца назад
i made this original song in like 2 days about not posting an original song for 2 years. isn't that funny
Vocals: Yi Wei SynthV
Tuning/Mixing: venesection
Video Art: venesection
Video made with Da Vinci Resolve
---
LINKS:
↳ Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/14GRb...
↳ Soundcloud: / qunvrvww2j8awjytuk
↳ SVP: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1tkWO...
LYRICS:
i really really have to
apologize
the years went by so fast
i never realized
you forgot me in the folds of time
maybe i've been out of your mind
i'm out of your mind
i don't know if i'm someone
if you're not there
it pools into the center
of the time i have to spare
i'm a wasted opportunity
coming home with nothing to share
with nothing for you to see
i want you all to know
that i've improved so much behind the scenes
i'm trying to get better
but the more i do, the less you know me
i just want to be
the person you believed when you first saw me
shining in consolidated wonder
for a minute or three
i want you all to know
i'm capable of such amazing things
considering my situation
i've been doing wonderfully!
one day i might get there
one day i might prove myself as worthy
still i feel the echoes
call upon suspended former glory
i want you all to know
i almost killed myself behind the scenes
at least a thousand times
i tried abandoning my legacy
i have so much left over
i don't have the will to finish for you
sorry i'm not better
cuz the more i live, the less i know you
i want you all to know
my soul is still inside my youtube channel
anything outside it
is a broken body, empty vessel
you are my survival
what a failure in me to neglect you
after all you gave me
hope my disappearance won't affect you
i really really have to
apologize
in terms of all your standards
i fell far behind
all the pressure,
well, it got to me
even if imaginary
you never said anything
i'm really really sorry
for everything
i had so much potential
but i fell asleep
all my greatness never feels complete
and here i left you waiting for me.
you're waiting for me?
SUPPORT ME:
↳ https://ko-fi.com/venesection