my personal experience with placebo on osu as a 'top' player

yapper video, definitely more personal as i talk about my thoughts on the game and how I've felt these past few years of playing the game. I don't really hope for an answer because I don't think I'll ever get one. If you watch the whole video I love you, but there's a lot of fluff (hard to organize though) so I understand if you don't. I don't know how much longer I can keep playing this game competitively anymore.