What Am I Living For? 🥀 | A Melancholic Indie Song — Alpha_records

Sometimes, the days keep passing, but the answers never come. What Am I Living For? is a melancholic, introspective song about searching for meaning, feeling lost in the silence, and trying to understand what makes life worth living. For the nights when your thoughts get louder, the memories feel closer, and you're left wondering where it all with headphones. Let the music find you where words cannot. If this song speaks to you, leave a comment: What keeps you going when life feels uncertain? If you connect with the music, like the video, share it with someone who might need it, and subscribe to Alpha_records for more original music. — Alpha_records #WhatAmILivingFor #AlphaRecords #MelancholicMusic #IndieMusic #EmotionalMusic Full lyrics : [Intro] I wake up… I breathe in… The morning comes again. And I wonder— [Hook] Why am I here? Why am I here? [Verse 1] I wake beneath a colourless sky, Yesterday still in my eyes. The world moves on, I move along, But something in me feels long gone. I wear my smile like borrowed clothes, Hide all the things nobody knows. They say that time will heal the pain, But every sunrise feels the same. [Pre-Chorus] I’ve walked so far without a sign, Left parts of me along the line. Somewhere between then and before, I forgot what I was searching for. [Hook] Where do I go? Where do I go? When I don’t know What I’m looking for… [Chorus] I don’t know what I’m living for, I’ve been knocking on a closing door. Every road I take leads nowhere, Every prayer dissolves in air. If there’s a reason, let it find me, If there’s a light, let it remind me— I’m still here, though I don’t know why, Still asking life to tell me why. [Post-Chorus] Tell me why… Tell me why… I’m still here tonight. Give me one more reason to try. [Verse 2] There’s an old photograph beside my bed, A younger me with dreams ahead. He thought the world could still be kind, Before the years changed his mind. Now I meet my eyes beneath the dark, Searching for that missing spark. I know my name, I know my face, But I can’t remember my own place. [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I’m tired of being strong, Maybe I’ve been holding on too long. Every road I thought I knew Has disappeared beneath my feet. [Hook] Where do I go? Where do I go? When every answer Feels like no… [Chorus] I don’t know what I’m living for, I’ve been knocking on a closing door. Every road I take leads nowhere, Every prayer dissolves in air. If there’s a reason, let it find me, If there’s a light, let it remind me— I’m still here, though I don’t know why, Still asking life to tell me why. [Bridge] Maybe I don’t need the answer, Maybe I just need one more day. A little light beneath the curtains, A little reason to stay. Maybe hope is not a fire, Maybe it’s a single flame— Small enough to barely see, But stubborn enough to stay. [Bridge Hook] One more breath, One more night, One more step Into the light. I don’t need to know Where this road will go— Just give me a reason To keep moving on. [Final Chorus] I don’t know what I’m living for, But I’m still knocking on that door. Every road I’ve known feels cold, Every dream I held feels old. If there’s a reason, let it find me, If there’s a light, let it remind me— I’m still here, and maybe that’s why Life is asking me to try. [Final Hook] Tell me why… Tell me why… Maybe I’ll find out in time. Tell me why… Maybe this breath Is reason enough to try. [Outro] I wake up… I breathe in… The morning comes again. And this time… I stay.