Beth McCarthy - How Am I Supposed To Love Myself? (Visualiser)

How Am I Supposed To Love Myself? - OUT NOW stream everywhere filming & graphics by Bea Bruschi (@be.bizzy) edit by Beth McCarthy (@bethmaymccarthy) written by Beth McCarthy, Dustin Dooley and Tadhg Daly produced by Dustin Dooley mixed by Kieran "Kes" Beardmore mastered by Katie May lyrics: hiding from mirrors photos deleted if i don't have to see it i'm fine been quiet at dinner sick with a secret i don't feel like eating i'm lying how am i supposed to love myself when i can't bear to see my face? how am i supposed to love myself when i feel like my life's a mistake? i don't belong in this body it has my name but it's not me oh i'm trying, i'm trying my best i know i'm not what you wanted and honestly, i'm exhausted 'cause i'm trying, i'm trying but, i don't fit in i don't fit in this skin i wish i was different i wish i was happy i wish i was beautiful how am i supposed to love myself when i have a reflection i hate? how am i supposed to love myself when i feel like my life's a mistake? i don't belong in this body it has my name but it's not me oh i'm trying, i'm trying my best i know i'm not what you wanted and honestly, i'm exhausted 'cause i'm trying, i'm trying but, i don't fit in i don't fit in it's your body, your choice 'till you don't choose right and you're fighting for your life while they're taking away your rights and the man in white decides what happens in between your thighs my body, isn't mine how am i supposed to love myself? i don't belong in this body don't say her name 'cause it's not me oh i'm trying, i'm trying my best to tell you i didn't want this and honestly, i'm exhausted 'cause i'm trying, i'm trying but i don't fit in i don't fit in this skin