Narcissist [Official Lyric Video]

🎶 “Narcissist” vivid, lived-through lyrics by xo Jenai ⸻ [Intro – minimal keys, slow and hypnotic] You love-bombed me like a promise… Said I was your peace, your prize, your twin. But your peace came with pressure, And your love had a deadline built in. ⸻ [Verse 1 – “How It Starts”] Met you when I was soft, open, pure… You mirrored my soul like you’d been here before. Told me I was rare, made me feel seen — Whole time you was studying me like a scheme. Told me stories ’bout your ex, said she was cold, Made me promise I’d never be like her — now I know. You don’t love… you just conquer. Every gift you gave came with hunger. ⸻ [Pre-Chorus – “The Switch Up”] Said I was crazy when I caught the lie, Said I was clingy when I asked you “why?” Turned your phone face-down, always on guard, Called me paranoid… but you made me that hard. ⸻ [Chorus – “What They Really Do”] Narcissist — you break them just to wear the crown. Say “I love you” then burn it down. Need a new fan, not a new heart, Use people like stages, then call it art. You disappear, then show back up clean — Like we forgot what you did in between. You ain’t deep — just well-rehearsed. A polished wound in a luxury shirt. ⸻ [Verse 2 – “The Damage”] You made silence feel like punishment. Pulled away just to watch me bend. Only called me kind when I let you slide — But when I said “no”? You weaponized pride. Told me I was “too much,” then not enough. Made me doubt my voice, my love, my gut. Would smile in my face, then twist my truth — Your version of loyalty ain’t bulletproof. ⸻ [Bridge – “The Realization”] You played victim so well, even I felt bad, Held my own tears so you wouldn’t get mad. Had me journaling, fasting, breaking my back — Just to fix a man who never gave that. ⸻ [Chorus – Reprise] Narcissist — master of guilt, king of the fade, Disappear, then return like nothing’s changed. Make pain poetic, call chaos growth, But baby I know, you just love control. You love the chase, not the keep. Fake apologies in your backseat. Say I’m cold now, say I’m mean — But peace don’t beg and love ain’t lean. ⸻ [Outro – “The Exit”] You said no one would love me like you did… And you were right. Nobody else loves me like war. Nobody else needs a fan to feel adored. Nobody else kills then cries on the floor. So thank you… for showing me the door. ⸻ This one’s for anyone who gave their all to someone who only knew how to take. For the ones who were blamed, gaslit, ghosted — and still chose healing over hate. It’s not just a song. It’s the sound of reclaiming yourself. Play it loud. Let it burn. Then let it go. 🎧 Raw. Healed. Unapologetically done. 💋 xoJenai Music Drop a ❤️ in the comments if this one hit home. © 2025 xoJenai Music #Narcissist #NarcissisticAbuse #EmotionalAbuse #ToxicRelationships #HealingMusic #BreakupMusic #Gaslighting #SelfHealing #DarkRNB #TrapSoul #FemaleEmpowerment #BaddieMusic #RealLyrics #SurvivorStory #SpiritualRnB #IndependentArtist #UndergroundRnB #ShadowWork #DivineFeminine #HighValueWoman #MentalHealthAwareness #NowPlaying #MusicDiscovery #RNBMusic #ViralRnB