26 and running out of time

hi friends, hope all is well here's a life update and a rant i thought of giving so timestamps but unfortunately this rant is all over the place. i talk about current career trajectory (lack there of), the need for choices, still very bad with emotions, feeling behind, not sure of what I want, the blind date issue, moving, identity, labels, etc twenties is such a confusing time and I don't think anyone really knows what they are doing but not knowing isn't exactly all that fun. still trying to remind myself that my world is small but do I need to make it bigger? i have concluded im just gonna go with the vibe. welp, you'll be first to know if i do seek major change. again, a work in progress. hope the world is treating you well. your internet friend (who is still dealing with the same issues 3 years later) also I started posting like three years ago, crazy. time passed so fast. thanks for being here :) misty