Neverending Fantasy (ft. Synth V 1 Mai)

how obvious is it that i'm just using a really old copy of synth v i bought years ago [Chorus 1] Save me From this neverending fantasy Keep what’s left of my reality Locked inside where it’ll always be (always be) Lately Mind and heart are out of harmony Nothing matters but what’s next to me Keeping silent, you’re my only dream (let me lead) [Verse 1] I still see your eyes The day you told me what was inside That fall, first week of November I wish for your smile Crushed under wrongs that never will right A curse to always remember [Chorus 2] (Turn away to hide the misery) (To the best of my ability) (It’s okay because it’s you and me) (It’s not a responsibility) x2 Save me From this neverending fantasy Keep what’s left of my reality Locked inside where it’ll always be (always be) Lately Mind and heart are out of harmony Nothing matters but what’s next to me Keeping silent, you’re my only dream (let me lead) [Verse 2] You rely on me I’m here to tell you, “calm down and breathe” But I don’t know when I’ll wake up You wish to be free Despite cirrostrative memories That I, I’ll just have to take up [Bridge] Eyes, open them wide Just in case you try to call me through the night And time, and time after time Slowly fade, don’t know if I’m still alive Yet I can’t leave you to die Not your fault I can’t keep you in the light But I don’t know what to try Doomed to fail, I might have to say goodbye (I might have to say goodbye) [Chorus 3] Turn away to kill this fantasy To the best of your ability I can’t be what you need me to be But you’ll always have my sympathy You must be the best that you can be Can’t forget, but fight the misery Deep inside, you’ll find the enemy Stand with all your strength and amity Save me From the guilt of ending fantasies Leave me shattering realities Broken heart yet i can finally see (painfully) Lonely Yet the taste of it is bittersweet Stuck together we are incomplete It’s the end but you’ll begin to breathe (Learning to lead)