The Goodbye I Never Wanted (Official Lyrics) - Luca Nin | Emotional Sad English Love Song

The Goodbye I Never Wanted ---- [Verse 1] I still hear your laughter in the quiet of this room The way you used to look at me like I was your whole world Now the silence cuts deeper than any words could And I’m drowning in the space where you used to be I held your hand like it was forever Promised you the stars, the moon, the sky But forever slipped right through my fingers And all that’s left is the ache of goodbye [Chorus] This is the goodbye I never wanted The one that tears my heart in two I would’ve fought a thousand battles Just to keep on loving you Now I’m standing in the wreckage Of every dream we used to share Whispering your name into the darkness Like somehow you might still be there This is the goodbye I never wanted… And it’s killing me [Verse 2] I replay every moment, every soft “I love you” Trying to find the place where everything went wrong Was it me? Was it time? Was it something I couldn’t see? All I know is the light in your eyes is gone You walked away so gently, almost like you still cared But the door closed softer than my heart could take I would’ve begged, I would’ve broken, I would’ve stayed right there But you needed freedom… and I needed you to stay [Chorus] This is the goodbye I never wanted The one that tears my heart in two I would’ve fought a thousand battles Just to keep on loving you Now I’m standing in the wreckage Of every dream we used to share Whispering your name into the darkness Like somehow you might still be there This is the goodbye I never wanted… And it’s killing me [Bridge] If I could turn back time, I’d hold you tighter I’d say the words I was too scared to speak I’d burn the world down just to keep you near me But all I have now is this empty, aching week And every night I still reach for your side of the bed Only to find cold sheets and the ghost of what we had [Final Chorus] This is the goodbye I never wanted The one that left me broken and blue I would’ve given you my last breath If it meant I still had you Now I’m learning how to live with A heart that doesn’t know how to heal Carrying the weight of a love that was real This is the goodbye I never wanted… And I’ll never say it out loud… But God, I still need you [Outro] The goodbye I never wanted… Still echoes in my chest… And I don’t know how to let go… Of the only love that ever felt like home.