Transmission 06-2 | Somewhere Inside Me

A song about the complicated space between love, loss and letting go. 🎧 Best experienced with headphones. Somewhere inside me. Not where you are now. Just where we were. Lyrics Sometimes I still turn around Like you're supposed to be there. Like nothing ever happened, Like we never learned to disappear. I still know the sound of your voice, The way you used to say my name. Some memories don't ask permission, They just come back again. And I hate that I still miss you After everything I know. I can remember what was beautiful And still know I had to go. I still hear you in the quiet, I still find you in old songs. Some part of me still wonders Where everything went wrong. I could miss you every day And still not let you in. I can love what we once were Without becoming that again. You can be a part of me Without being part of my life. And maybe that's the hardest thing To miss you And still choose goodbye. There were nights I thought we'd make it, There were years I thought we would. I gave more than I should have, But I don't regret that I once could. And maybe you remember differently. Maybe you always will. I don't need to change your story Just to know how I feel. Sometimes I wish it could be simple, Just two people who grew apart. But some words stay where they landed, And some things don't leave the heart. I still hear you in the quiet, I still find you in old songs. Some part of me still wonders Where everything went wrong. I could miss you every day And still not let you in. I can love what we once were Without becoming that again. You can be a part of me Without being part of my life. And maybe that's the hardest thing To miss you And still choose goodbye. If I could go back to the beginning, I don't know what I would change. Maybe I'd hold you a little longer. Maybe I'd walk away sooner. Maybe both can be true. Maybe I loved you. Maybe you loved me. Maybe we still hurt each other Until there was nothing left to save. And I don't need to decide Which one of us was right. I just know I can't go back there. I still hear you in the quiet, I still find you in old songs. And some nights I still wish We hadn't gotten this wrong. I could miss you every day And still not let you in. I can love what we once were Without becoming that again. You can be a part of me Without being part of my life. And maybe that's the hardest thing I still miss you. I just can't live there anymore. Somewhere inside me You're still standing there. Not where you are now. Just where we were. And maybe that's enough. This song was created with the help of AI 💻, a tool that allows me to turn ideas, emotions and sounds into music I can actually share. Thank you for listening. 🌌 #SomewhereInsideMe #FutureGarage #Transmission #EmotionalMusic 🌱 #philodendronfloridaghost