Too Tired to Pretend - n4ve

lyrics Every morning, I wake up and do the same Every night, I tell you that I love you But somewhere inside, I don't feel a thing Like I'm playing a part in front of you You never noticed, did you? How hard I tried to make that smile look real I've tried so hard to love you like before But it doesn't feel the same... Not anymore I don't know... what I'm supposed to do When my heart doesn't beat for you anymore (I'm sorry... I'm really sorry) None of this is your fault It's just me... I'm the one who changed I'm too tired to pretend To keep smiling at you every day I'm too tired to lie to myself And say our love still feels the same I can't do this anymore Can't keep playing someone I'm not Please just let me go Before I lose what's left of me I still remember when we first met You felt like fire in the winter cold But now the flame is burning out Leaving nothing but the ashes and the cold You've been good to me... I know But it's not what my heart wants anymore Our love is like sand between my hands The tighter I hold on... The more it slips away I don't know... what I'm supposed to do When my heart doesn't beat for you anymore None of this is your fault It's just me... I'm the one who changed I'm too tired to pretend To keep smiling at you every day I'm too tired to lie to myself And say our love still feels the same I can't do this anymore Can't keep playing someone I'm not Please just let me go Before I lose what's left of me (And maybe someday... you'll understand)" [Bridge – Spoken, Raw, Exhausted] Baby... I'm not saying you weren't enough. You were one of the people I've loved the most. But something inside me Just... stopped working. And I don't know how to explain it In a way that won't hurt you. It's like I don't have anything left To give to someone anymore. I'm sorry... I'm sorry this is how I have to say goodbye. But I don't think I can keep doing this. [Outro – Whispered] I'm sorry... I really can't do this anymore... Visual credit: 5D6D7F   / 5d6d7f   #BedroomPop #IndiePop #LofiPop #SadIndie #DreamyPop