Dax - God, I'm Tired (Official Lyric Video)

Sometimes the strongest people are silently fighting battles nobody knows about. “God, I'm Tired” is an emotional, cinematic hip-hop anthem about exhaustion, regret, faith, and searching for God when life feels overwhelming. It's an honest prayer from someone who's tired of pretending to be okay but refuses to give up. LYRICS — GOD, I'M TIRED [Intro] Yeah... God... I don't even know how to pray right now. I'm just tired. Tired of telling everybody I'm okay. I'm not okay. If You're listening... Please hear me tonight. [Verse 1] I've been wearing this smile like a mask on my face, Saying everything's fine while I'm falling from grace. Everybody needs me, so I bury the pain, Then I sit alone at night and break down again. I've been carrying burdens that nobody sees, Fighting wars in my head, begging for peace. I keep telling myself I just need to be strong, But I'm tired of pretending when everything's wrong. I've got dreams that are dying and bills that won't wait, Got regrets in my chest that I carry like chains. I keep asking for strength, but I'm losing my grip, Got a prayer on my tongue that I can't even finish. And I know I ain't perfect, got a past full of scars, But I'm trying to find You through the dark where we are. If You hear every whisper, if You see every tear, Then God, I need to know that You're somewhere near. [Pre-Chorus] I've been holding on for so long, I forgot what it feels like to breathe. I've been telling the world I'm alright, while there's nothing left inside of me. I don't have the words, I don't have the answers, I don't have the strength to pretend anymore. So I'm down on my knees in the middle of the darkness, With my heart on the floor. [Chorus] God, I'm tired, I'm tired of being strong, Tired of saying I'm okay when everything feels wrong. I've been holding up the world with a heart that's barely beating, If You're somewhere in this silence, God, I need to know You're listening. I don't need You to fix everything tonight, I just need a little strength to make it through this fight. I'm still broken, still believing, with my back against the wall, God, I'm tired... But I'm still calling. [Verse 2] Another sleepless night, another battle in my brain, Trying to wash away the memories, but they keep coming back again. I've been running from the truth, I've been drowning in regret, Making promises to change that I haven't conquered yet. And I'm angry at myself for the people I've let down, For the times I needed help but never made a sound. I tell everybody, "Keep going, you can make it through the storm," Then I struggle with the same pain that I've been hiding all along. Tell me, how am I supposed to be the man I want to be, When the person in the mirror looks like someone I can't reach? I don't need another speech, I don't need another lie, I need something real to hold when I can't see the other side. Maybe faith ain't never meant that I would never feel afraid, Maybe courage means I pray when I don't know what else to say. I can't change every mistake, can't undo the things I've done, But I'm asking for the strength to face tomorrow when it comes. [Pre-Chorus 2] I've been holding on for so long, I've forgotten how to ask for help. I've been trying to save everybody, while I'm losing pieces of myself. I don't know if You're answering, I don't know what comes after this, But if all I have is one more breath, then I'll use it for this. [Chorus] God, I'm tired, I'm tired of being strong, Tired of saying I'm okay when everything feels wrong. I've been holding up the world with a heart that's barely beating, If You're somewhere in this silence, God, I need to know You're listening. I don't need You to fix everything tonight, I just need a little strength to make it through this fight. I'm still broken, still believing, with my back against the wall, God, I'm tired... But I'm still calling. [Bridge] Maybe You won't take the pain away, Maybe I'll still have to face another day. Maybe healing doesn't happen overnight, Maybe faith is just a candle in the night. I don't need the whole road to appear, I just need enough light to get me through here. And if You can hear this broken heart, Please remind me I can make another start. [Final Chorus] God, I'm tired, but I'm still holding on, Even when the night feels like it never ends at all. I don't know the answers, I don't know what I'll be, But I'm done believing pain is all I'll ever see. I don't need You to make this world alright, Just give me the courage for another try. I'm still broken, still believing, even when I fall, God, I'm tired... But I'm still calling. Yeah, I'm still calling. I'm still here... I'm still trying. [Outro] God... I still don't have it all together. I'm still scared. I'm still hurting. But tonight... I stopped pretending. And maybe that's where healing starts. I'm tired, God. But I'm still here. And tomorrow... I'll try again. #CocoVeridax #GodImTired #EmotionalRap