Eclipsed Sadik - Heavier Pain To Carry

#EclipsedSadik Lyrics: I trace the night back to your doorway, Where all our quiet storms began. You tried to hold the world around me, But I kept slipping through your hands. Every promise turned to whisper, Every heartbeat turned to dust— Still you stayed a little longer, Still you tried to carry us. And I know you broke in places You never showed to me… I would never blame you, Not for letting go of me. You were only trying To find the air you couldn’t breathe. I would never blame you— How could I, when truth is scary? I was never easy love… I was the heavier pain to carry. You kept searching for the sunlight In the shadows of my mind. But some nights are built for darkness, Some hearts get lost in their own tide. You held on to every fracture, Tried to mend what wasn’t yours— But I pulled you underwater Every time you reached the shore. And I know you tried to love me Past every broken piece… I would never blame you, Not for letting go of me. You were only trying To find the air you couldn’t breathe. I would never blame you— How could I, when truth is scary? I was never easy love… I was the heavier pain to carry. Maybe somewhere down the line You’ll remember me in softer light— Not the storm you walked through blindly, But the quiet love before the fight. If forgiveness ever finds me, I’ll send it gently back to you… For all the weight you tried to lift, For everything you couldn’t do. I would never blame you, Not for choosing to be free. You were only trying To find the self you used to be. I would never blame you— Your heart was never meant to bury All the hurt I couldn’t name… All the heavier pain you carried.