Brooke Davis || I'd rather feel nothing...

[ WATCH 720HD ] Read please So this video is for Jenn's competition Best Fandom Vidder, we had to choose a character from the fandom we are categorized in that has gone through similar experiences etc. I chose Brooke, and this wasn't because she is my favorite character it was because she really represented me well and I think that's why I love her so much, so this is why, Basically like Brooke my parents were always fighting, I was never close to any of them and, my dad was just never there, anyway due to that me and my mother had a rocky relationship we became less 'affectionate' with each other as I got older, and therefore I closed my heart off in a certain way, I have trouble showing the guy I like that I actually like him and when things do actually work out and I start to feel close to a certain guy I honestly just get scared and push them away. I've also been hurt by friends too and due to trust issues I find it hard to let go of the past, I would always have the feeling of being hurt by them so sometimes I'd rather just ignore all of those feelings and feel nothing. So there is my sappy story behind the video, I didn't really expect it to become so personal but vidding certain problems really do help. And omg I'm so happy for it to be up finally, It's been practically done for weeks but this dang heat wave here in my country has made me sick so I practically have stayed in bed the whole time and didn't feel like opening SV :p So, tell me what you think about the video by leaving a comment or just like it :) ► Twitter : https://twitter.com/#!/x82Letters ► Tumblr :   / ohsofandoms   Coloring by JooFlashx Karolina xo __________________ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use