Inochi Bakkari/ It's Just Life (English Cover) [Ft. Mai]

Sorry for the long wait, the full version is finally here! I can’t believe it's been over a year since I made the short version, but I really wanted to make this an improved version. So I ended up changing most of the original lyrics and spent weeks getting the mixing ok…I really hate mixing. I really hope it sounds better. Lyrics/Tuning/Mix/Art/MV: Hapcyon Vocals: Mai (Synthesizer V) Original - Nuyuri/Nulut/Lanndo    • 命ばっかり / Flower･結月ゆかり : It's Just Life / nu...   Project Sekai Nightcord at 25:00    • 命ばっかり (feat. 宵崎奏 & 朝比奈まふゆ & 東雲絵名 & 暁山瑞希 & ...   Lyrics (feel free to use w/ credit): Grinding away at every day just being there right beside you It’s so easy to do, but I don’t think I can forgive it It got so twisted that I just want a little peace I can hold on to Empty words won’t make it right I know I'm simple in every way, I’ve realized this is the end now I sit down, and I can’t even get up to walk anymore If this is not just the beginning, and nothing’s holding me back now Shouldn’t I be free to go wherever I want? Going away, going away, remembering the water's taste I feel dizzy wandering the streets and slowly drifting through the night Going away, going away, forgetting the me who was left behind, still stuck again I wanted to know all the things I don't But nothing was left for me in the unknown I can't break away from the pull of the water as I dream of butterflies once again I wanted to know how to fall in love But I couldn’t force myself to fall in love I kept chasing what I believed was a life that felt right And I got left behind And I just couldn’t catch up in the end That time was meant to just pass me by softly just like some fleeting dream But it’s gone on so long it feels like decades already passed I slept too much and woke with a headache and dragged myself through the darkness Now I can’t go anywhere and there’s no place left for me I was so pure-hearted that it was the only thing I ever knew I only want to share the simple truth I've hidden from you Your shadow blurred into the cold night until you slipped out of my sight And it’s turning into another sleepless night again When I asked, “What do you want to do?” You just said “Nothing” and looked away You don’t tell me anything — you won’t even talk to me at all Even all the meals I ate today Even all the places I wanted to explore now turned into a chore I just don’t know anymore. Going away, going away, remembering the water's taste I feel dizzy wandering the streets and slowly drifting through the night Going away, going away, forgetting the me who was left behind, still stuck again Looking at your face from the side once more, I felt so ashamed and impossibly small I want to be saved, but I’m just a piece of useless junk And no one wants to save junk at its end I gave up fighting with the thoughts in my head And I knew we’d never really understand With nothing but rambling words that meant nothing at all, I couldn’t peel back the thinnest of veils Clinging to the shape of an ordinary life I'm so afraid I could break down and cry When I look into the mirror, I see what I became It’s just the shallow life It’s just the shallow life It’s just the shallow life It’s just the shallow life that I have It was me It was me It was me and only me