Slowed + Reverb // Prismriver Orchestra ☯ Lost Emotion (EDM/Techno Arrange)

Hello! Been a while. Grab a drink, this'll be pretty long. To cut a long story short, I had planned to make a big 1000 subscriber special video, but after months of working on it, I just decided to scrap it, at least for now. There's a possibility I'll finish it one day. But to continue dwelling and getting no work done on it for weeks would be silly. So I uploaded a video! A standard video. Yippee. Now the bigger thing? Yeah. My life has kind of been falling apart. It's been a slow spiral of gradually losing physical strength and having to drop out of many responsibilities that I was getting through easily before. Eventually I got a huge medical diagnosis, but really, the outcome isn't great. It looks like this will just be my life now, physically unable to do much of anything, even though I keep thinking that I'm overexaggerating, and that I can get up and be just fine... It's really crushing. But the important thing is, I'm not gonna drop dead soon or anything. I'm fine, I've been told I still got a lengthy life ahead of me, it's just one that I really need to reassess my priorities on, as I can't do many of the things that I have been working towards my whole life. So what does this mean? I'm not quitting, I'm not gonna stop making videos, and I'll sorta try to take requests still. I'm just not able to upload at a consistent rate, with this condition I only have so much energy during the day to do things, so I want to focus on the things that I genuinely want to do with my life. But thank you for sticking around despite that. I do really love YouTube, I love doing what I do here, and for the forseeable future I won't be leaving. Last thing, if you're still reading... I opened a Ko-fi page for my endeavors in art, and I have commissions open, even if I still need to revamp the FAQ page... ^^; But yeah! If you like what I make I'd ask that you check it out. No pressure to donate, I mostly just use it as an art archive. ko-fi.com/rollnproject Thank you for everything. -Queenie ♡