6OD - Heaven Has A Price

(LYRICS) Got a crown that don't fit my head Still wear that bitch like it's heaven-sent Ten commandments, I broke all ten Then wrote eleven to justify them I blessed the ground that I buried you in Now flowers grow with their roots in sin Got blood on the hands that I raise to pray Funny how saints got the most to explain I used to kneel, now they kneel for me Got everything that I shouldn't need Built me a throne outta broken things Now every crack got a mouth that speaks I heard a voice from the other side Sounded a little too much like mine Told me the truth, so I called it a lie Guess even gods gotta pick a side HEAVEN HAS A PRICE I paid it twice, I paid it twice Sold my soul to buy some time Now I got forever, but it don't feel right HEAVEN HAS A PRICE I roll the dice, I roll the dice Got the whole damn world in my hands Still got nowhere to put my mind Am I blessed or am I cursed? Made it better, made it worse Put my name inside a church Now they pray for my return Look at your face, got a familiar shape Can't tell if I hate you or hate what I made I came here to talk, got a fistful of rage And a mouth full of shit I was scared to say Goddamn, why you looking at me? Like I ain't the thing you wanted to be You wanted a savior, I gave you a king Now you're fucking surprised when I pull on the strings? I got a problem with being ignored Got another with being adored One minute I'm begging for more Next minute I'm bored of the whole fucking world I keep winning, but winning feels cheap Got a kingdom that won't let me sleep I keep counting the sheep that I lead Till I notice the wolf looks exactly like me I heard a voice from the other side Said I could leave, but I stayed inside I built these walls to keep out the lies Now I can't tell who's on either side HEAVEN HAS A PRICE I paid it twice, I paid it twice Sold my soul to buy some time Now I got forever, but it don't feel right HEAVEN HAS A PRICE I roll the dice, I roll the dice Got the whole damn world in my hands Still got nowhere to put my mind Halo crooked, head too heavy Throne too high, my hands ain't steady Came for peace, I left with envy God don't answer, line stays empty If I'm the cure, why they getting sick? If I'm the judge, why I plead the fifth? If I'm the light, why the room went dim? If I'm the god, who the fuck made him? I watched the sun go down on command Or maybe it fell without moving my hands I called it a miracle, called it my plan Can't tell the difference, don't think that I can Some days the crown feels lighter than air Some days I swear there ain't nobody there I wanted a world that would finally be fair Now I'm the reason they're scared to look up I carved my name in the gates of the sky Then scratched it out when I walked back inside Got everything right, got nothing to prove So why does the throne feel like somebody's tomb? HEAVEN HAS A PRICE I paid it twice, I paid it twice Sold my soul to buy some time Now I got forever, but it don't feel right HEAVEN HAS A PRICE I roll the dice, I roll the dice Got the whole damn world in my hands Still got nowhere to put my mind