dark_cloud - Getting By (Official Lyric Video)

Join this channel to get access to perks:    / @dark_cloud8818   Title: Getting By Lyrics by dark_cloud Audio by Suno/dark_cloud Image by Image Creator from Designer Image editing by dark_cloud Video editing in Shotcut by dark_cloud ===================================== There’s a sickness in the silence when I wake A feeling that the worst is still up ahead A slow descent into darkness I can’t shake Coz looking at the future fills me with dread Maybe luck just isn’t on my side Maybe I’ll be forgotten in a year Because this anxiety is hard to hide And every setback brings more fear I’m still scared, but I’m still trying Coz everything’s bleak, there’s no denying And every morning becomes a test Of how much fear I can suppress I wish I had some certainty I could hold Instead of just waiting for it all to unfold I don’t know what tomorrow may bring Except for the dread of losing everything Things will get better, I’ve been told So why does it get worse every day? And every reassurance leaves me cold When all the evidence points the other way I’ve been told to take it as it comes To stop worrying about what lies ahead But fear is not something that comes undone If I ignore the thoughts inside my head I’m still scared, but I’m still trying Coz everything’s bleak, there’s no denying And every morning becomes a test Of how much fear I can suppress I wish I had some certainty I could hold Instead of just waiting for it all to unfold I don’t know what tomorrow may bring Except for the dread of losing everything I could scream until you knew How much this takes for me to do How much it hurts every single day While having to pretend that I’m okay I’m tired of saying that I’m fine When so much of me is on the line And I don’t know how much I can hide Without this fear spilling out inside I’ve worked too hard to be this far behind And still can’t get these worries off my mind Coz it feels like there’s nothing left to try And even my best can barely get me by! I’m still scared, but I’m still trying Coz everything’s bleak, there’s no denying And every morning becomes a test Of how much fear I can suppress I wish I had some certainty I could hold Instead of just waiting for it all to unfold I don’t know what tomorrow may bring Except for the dread of losing everything That same familiar feeling when I wake Another day of more than I can take And though I couldn't say I’ll be alright I’m still here and won’t give up without a fight