The Rabbit Hole Pt. 1: Falling

[Intro] Waking up in the rain, yeah.. Waking up in the same pain Another night, another ghost in the city They all moved on like none of them ever knew me Now I’m lost in the static again I’ve been losing my mind, losing my friends Yeah, it’s all a bluuur… Everything is changing, everything’s a mess And i don’t know where i went Somewhere between who i was who I am And who I left [Chorus] I’m falling down this rabbit hole All these shadows on the wall I’m just waiting on you to call Everything’s a bluuur sometimes I wonder who we even were I’m drowning in this neon haze Caught in the loop of these lonely days And i keep falling, falling down this rabbit hole [Verse1] Pour another cup, let the memories fade Walking on the edge of this mess i made You said forever, but forever’s a lie Now I’m just watching the moon in the sky While time passes me by Two words on my screen, then you disappeared Now every notification sounds like you’re still here Hardly ever sleep, i don’t get no rest I built a heart of stone, but it’s cracking in my chest Heading down this road, i don’t know where it ends Trying to find myself, but i keep losing friends Thought I saw your face in the pouring rain It was just a phantom, just another pain Staring at the ceiling thinking about the end Writing down the words I’ll never even send Every memory fades, then it comes rushing back I keep on chasing what we used to have Knowing damn well I can never get it back [Chorus] I’m falling down this rabbit hole All these shadows on the wall I’m just waiting on you to call Everything’s a blur sometimes i wonder who we even were I’m drowning in this neon haze Caught in the loop of these lonely days [Verse2] I’m moving through the city, feeling like a ghost Missing all the people that I loved the most They moved on, I’m stuck in place Trying to find a smile on a different face Life’s a gamble, and i lost the bet Drowning in the memories I can’t forget I’m a pilot on a crash course, running out of fuel Living in a world that’s bitter and cruel Flying through the wreckage, trying not to lose control I keep on running, playing the fool I keep replaying everything we had Trying to figure out when everything went bad Like there’s some missing piece hidden in the past Going deeper where the signal starts to fade Running through the memories i wish i could just erase Every road i take leads me back to you I keep on chasing your ghost like there’s nothing else to do I tell myself tomorrow, I’ll finally let you go But tomorrow comes and i’m right back below Same room, same rain, same hole Same damn feeling I’ve felt a thousand times before [Bridge] I’m screaming out your name, but it’s silent in this room Just static on the line, suffocating in the gloom You won the gamble, you took my heart And left me with a broken hand Now I’m picking up pieces of where we used to stand Trying to hold what’s left of something i can’t understand I tried to run away, but i am paralyzed I’m staring at this phantom with your gorgeous eyes Now I’m high, I’m low, and you left me all alone I don’t even know what I’m supposed to hate You, myself, or the things I couldn’t say I’ve got nothing left to give nothing left to prove nothing left to say and I’m still [Chorus] Falling down this rabbit hole All these shadows on the wall I’m still waiting on you to call Everythings a bluuur sometimes i wonder who we even were I’m drowning in this neon haze Caught in the loop of these lonely days And i keep falling, falling deeper than I’ve gone before Every time I think I’ve reached the floor… There’s another door… And I’m still falling [Outro] Caught in the loop… yeah Just caught in the loop of these lonely days Drowning in this neon haze I’m still falling… Falling down this rabbit hole No matter how far I run Somehow I still cant let you go Maybe that’s the worst part You’re already gone And I’m still here Falling down the rabbit hole… Where did we go wrong?