Close The Door

I wrote your name where no one sees, Folded it away from me. Three times over, nice and slow I kept it all, I let it go. Salt in water, flame in black Nothing taken, nothing back. You're in your place, you had your turn Now watch me strike the match and burn. No begging No warning No final word You don't belong to me anymore Get out Get out of my head Out of my house Out of my bed Every invitation revoked Every passage closed No chasing No fighting I won't curse you I won't mourn I just close the fucking door I tear your name from end to end No ceremony for the dead Drop the pieces one by one Into the water until you're gone You can claw at what we were You can make your absence hurt But there's nothing left to own You don't get to call me home No bargain No return No lessons left for me to learn Whatever followed, whatever stayed I revoke the choice I made Get out Get out of my head Out of my house Out of my bed Every invitation revoked Every passage closed No chasinf No fighting I won't curse you I won't mourn I just close the fucking door What entered May depart What held me Falls apart Not my burden Not my shame Not my problem Not my name Take your shadow Take your weight Take whatever made you stay There is nothing for you here Leave. I revoke you. I release you. I remove you. I refuse you. From my body. From my mind. From every fucking piece of mine. No invitation. No permission. No possession. No admission. OUT. Get out Get out of my head Out of my house Out of my bed Every invitation is revoked Every open passage closed I don't chase I don't fight You don't get another piece of my life I don't curse you I don't mourn I close the door. The flame goes dark The water stills Your name dissolves And so does your hold No hatred No war Nothing waits for you anymore The door is closed. Stay gone.