Your Neighbors-Rx (Edit)

track 5 off "Love Your Neighbors" who's to say what's ok for me to numb the pain taking planes clouding veins all forms of novacane pouring stains on my brain so I dont think the same my faulty remedies they got a thing for me this aint a breakdown im just wasted in the mood I click around and now she naked now im face down numb from the waist down I go to bed to get back up again and wait it out hook sleep all day on cheap vacation I'm so sedated faking patience whos to blame the used to's fading all the rules keep changing what's worth saving I can't find a way down can't find a way down staying up late and dreaming my days out what's a phase that you cannot escape cuz im losing in faith in all i'm chasing v2 i'm so sick of myself im a junkie binging aint no discipline in what ive been my sins are hand me downs I think I wear em proud until they eat me up im inside out without a doubt its a breakdown and im wasted bugs are crawling on my skin and I cant take it my head it aint sound numb from the face down my fear intruding in my room its time I let em out bridge for every peak that I make I get a valley to face I wish I never knew the highs i'm always trying to chase SCREAMO MAYDAY MY PROBLEM'S SURFACING MAYDAY HERE COMES THE COMEDOWN IM LOST FOR WORDS MY BRAIN IS BURNT MY PAIN IS EARNED NO LESSONS LEARNED HOW CAN I STOMACH WASTING TIME IM FLAILING OUT OF SIGHT I CANT GET OUT OF MY HEAD MY VISION IS RED IM HEAVY AS LEAD THIS LIFE THAT I TREAD IS BRINGING MY DREAD IF I DONT CHANGE SOON ILL FADE AND ILL WIND UP DEAD hook sleep all day on cheap vacation I'm so sedated faced frustration whos to blame the used to's fading all the rules keep changing what's worth saving I can't find a way down can't find a way down staying up late and dreaming my days out what's a phase that you cannot escape cuz im losing in faith in all my dazes