Winter Without You | Zibo

Lyrics: [Verse 1] 2:13 in Shibuya, still walking alone Cold air through my jacket, I don’t wanna go home Missed three calls from my mother tonight I typed “I’m okay” but I deleted it twice Convenience-store dinner, ¥600 in my hand Sitting by the window, watching strangers understand Everybody’s laughing underneath neon signs I haven’t felt like myself in a long, long time [Pre-Chorus] Last train’s coming, but I don’t wanna leave Another night pretending that I’m fine when I can’t breathe My friends keep asking why I never come around I keep saying “I’m busy” when I’m really breaking down [Chorus] Tokyo winter, freezing at midnight Blue lights shining on a face I don’t recognize I sleep all day, then I walk till sunrise Hoping these streets can tell me why I’m still alive Tokyo winter, snow falling on the train I watch my reflection disappear behind the rain I want somebody who can see me as I am Not “I’m doing better”—just somebody who understands [Verse 2] 4:47, lying awake in my room Curtains never open, letting daylight out too soon Messages pile up, I don’t know what to say So I leave them unread for another day I stopped going to places that we used to go Your old photo’s still sitting underneath my phone I don’t miss the breakup as much as I miss Who I was before I started feeling like this [Bridge] If you saw me at the crossing in Harajuku tonight You’d think I was another person underneath the lights But there’s a war in my head nobody can see And I’m tired of explaining what it does to me [Final Chorus] Tokyo winter, freezing at midnight Blue lights shining while I fight another long night I don’t need saving, I just don’t wanna hide I want one person who’ll sit beside me till sunrise Tokyo winter, snow falling on the train Maybe tomorrow won’t feel exactly the same I don’t have answers, I don’t know where this ends But tonight I’m still here, and that’s where I begin