letting my weirdness show (masking is exhausting)

my terror at being perceived as weird has held me back creatively for a long time, so now i am letting my weirdness show on purpose, by brute force... until it becomes normal again. this is just a quick 2 minute yap about the fear of being perceived and accepting being "cringe" to be free enough to make the art (in my case music) you actually want to make. if you like my musings you will probably like my music too, ive got lots in the works and planned (: #neurodivergent #masking #diymusician #queermusician #braindump