Half alive - Depry January

HALF ALIVE [Intro – Clean Vocal] I wake up to another empty morning Same room, same walls, the same old warning I tell myself that I’m alright But I’ve been dying a little every night Something inside me disappeared A part of me I used to hold so dear I’m breathing, but I barely feel Tell me, is this what it means to be real? [Verse 1 – Melodic Vocal] I wear a smile like a loaded gun Pretending I’m fine when the damage is done Every heartbeat feels like a countdown Every time I rise, something pulls me down I lost the colors in my eyes Somewhere between the truth and lies I keep searching for the person I was But all I find is dust [Pre-Chorus – Rising] Can somebody wake me up? Can somebody make me feel? I’ve been standing in the dark so long I forgot what’s real [Chorus – Big Clean Vocal] I’M ONLY HALF ALIVE The other half was left behind I’m breathing but I’m barely here I’m drowning underneath my fears I’M ONLY HALF ALIVE Still searching for a reason why If there’s a light inside this pain I’ll find my way back again [Verse 2 – Rap Metal] Yeah! I’ve been running on empty, no fuel in the tank Everybody says “be strong” but I’m starting to break Got a thousand different voices telling me what to do But none of them can tell me how to make it through I fake the laughter I fake the smile I fake pretending everything’s alright Another day, another fight Another fucking sleepless night I keep my head down Keep moving forward Even when my heart says “YOU CAN’T GO ANY FURTHER!” But I’m still here Still breathing Still fighting Even when I don’t believe it! [Pre-Chorus – Clean + Screams] Can somebody wake me up? CAN SOMEBODY MAKE ME FEEL?! I’ve been buried underneath myself BUT I’M NOT DEAD! [Chorus – Full Band] I’M ONLY HALF ALIVE The other half was left behind I’m breathing but I’m barely here I’m drowning underneath my fears I’M ONLY HALF ALIVE Still searching for a reason why If there’s a light inside this pain I’ll find my way back again [Bridge – Emotional Clean] Maybe I don’t have to be The person that I used to be Maybe broken doesn’t mean There’s nothing left inside of me I’ve been looking for a way out When I should’ve looked within Maybe this is not the ending Maybe this is where I begin [Breakdown – Heavy Screams] I’M NOT DEAD! I’M NOT GONE! I’VE BEEN FIGHTING ALL ALONG! HALF A HEART! HALF A SOUL! BUT I’M TAKING BACK CONTROL! [Final Breakdown – Massive] YOU CAN BREAK ME! YOU CAN BURY ME! BUT YOU WILL NEVER ERASE ME! [Final Chorus – Massive Clean + Screamed Layers] I WAS ONLY HALF ALIVE But now I’m taking back my life I’m breathing and I’m finally here I’m facing everything I feared I WAS ONLY HALF ALIVE But I won’t leave the rest behind Even if these scars remain I’ll learn to live through all the pain [Outro – Clean Vocal] I’m still here... I’m still breathing... Maybe I’m not whole tonight But I’m alive... I’m alive... And that’s enough to start again.