i've been depressed for the last two months // the solitude diaries

I saw a post on threads by a creator named ‪@jazborri‬ where she talked about using YouTube as essentially a visual diary for daily yap sessions and let me tell you, that post spoke to the inner chatterbox within me and literally inspired me to get up right then, pick up my camera, and just start talking. Honestly, I'm really enjoying this style of video. It doesn't feel like pressure. It doesn't feel like I'm forcing myself to be "on." I'm literally just showing up as I am and expressing what feels good to express.