Bitter&Sweet　#hiphop #LoFi #BoomBap

Lyrics/MaybeaNinja English translation/AiTool [Verse 1] I paid back every act of kindness with betrayal, Till the day I can smile and never question love. Left bruises on the ones who cared enough to stay, Still they never walked away from me. I laughed at the beautiful people, Threw my fists just to silence the storm. They never fought back— But they were never the weak ones. I was the coward. Flexin' strength just to bury my scars, Inferiority wrapped up in pride. Every ounce of pain pushed my homies away, Now I'm alone where we all used to hide. Back then, acting hard was all that I knew. Home had a hole nobody could fill. Late at night I'd wait for my mama to come home, While flowers bloomed outside the windowsill. [Hook] You taught me love before you taught me guilt, Now I sing those lessons—through the bitter and the sweet. Flowers growing through the dirt... cracked plaster... this broken little apartment... Don't laugh at me... I'm only singing love. --- [Verse 2] My mama worked nights in a rundown cabaret, Rent overdue, collectors at the door every day. Money disappeared before it touched our hands, Still she gave me birthdays worth remembering. And don't you ever call my mama trash. She carried more than anybody ever saw. My father died three days before I was born, Overdosed and left nothing but debt behind. One faded photograph, cherry blossoms in the wind... That's all I ever had to call him mine. She always told me, "Don't get tattoos. Don't touch drugs." I wish I could say I listened. I'm sorry, Mama... But one thing never changed— I never laid a hand on a woman. I'd wait all night inside that tiny apartment. She'd come home smelling like whiskey, smiling sometimes. On those rare nights she'd let me sleep on her arm... A kid that innocent was bound to lose his way. [Hook] You taught me love before you taught me guilt, Now I sing those lessons—through the bitter and the sweet. Flowers growing through the dirt... cracked plaster... this broken little apartment... Don't laugh at me... I'm only singing love. [Verse 3] At sixteen they branded my name, "You're crazy... you're worthless... don't come back again." Truth is... I blamed it all on you. Deep inside, I knew the fault was mine. I was just a kid with too much pride. Ran away and crashed at my friends' houses. Their dinner tables felt warm... But somehow I never felt I belonged. My soul food wasn't homemade feasts. It was convenience-store dinners My mama picked up after another long shift. Sometimes she'd cook fried rice with almost nothing in it. No fancy ingredients... no secret recipe. Funny thing is... I've never tasted anything better. Loneliness twisted my heart into knots. Looking back, maybe it wasn't the world without love. Maybe I kept telling myself that story 'Cause love was the one thing I was scared to trust. The feelings I threw away instead of ending my life... My mama quietly picked them up, one by one. Even my anger... Even my sorrow... She turned them into love. Without saying a word, She taught me everything— The bitter... And the sweet. [Final Hook] You taught me love before you taught me guilt. That's the only lesson I still carry. Flowers growing through the dirt... Cracked plaster walls... That broken little apartment... So don't laugh at me... Every bar I write... Every word I spit... Every song I leave behind... Is just another way... Of saying, "I love you, Mama." music/suno.ai Lyrics/AiTool&Maybe a Ninja #Maybe a Ninja #viral#newmusic#rap#ai#aimusic#hiphop#CHILL#ChillHop#ConsciousRap#BoomBap#LoFiBoomBap#ClassicVibes#LyricalHipHop#MaybeNinja​#LateNightVibes​#作業用BGM