CAN'T - LP (FULL)

UE35 CAN'T LP side a: Miracles of Life Night Showers Secret Admirer A song about Love side b: Nothing as real as it felt One Chance/Happy Futures Recorded in a cathedral, a boathouse, a bathroom, and some basements, in Antwerpen and Reading, 2005-2006. Engineered by Sickboy (1, 4, 5), Vaast Colson (2, 3), and me(6). Singing, playing and synthesizers by Jessica Rylan. Special thanks to Dennis, Lieven, Feast Whisperpants, Emil Dominick, Steve, and Mikko. made with love and open heart this is ultra eczema nr 35 www.ultraeczema.com artwork by www.dennistyfus.tk layout by kefir appetaant i didn't get any sleep last night. tossing & turning. i slipped outside, dark summer night, 2am. to be alive in this wonderful world is the most precious gift we can ever hope for. i rode my bike down sleeping streets at one with the insects and nocturnal breath. i saw yr light on and heard the buzzing noise. unmistakeable amplifier, my heart flooding my soul. i stopped and listened and could see you up their, through yr window, in yr pajamas, turning knobs, investigating the feel and resultant resonation of small pieces of metal touching electronic pick-ups. i cell-phoned jessica, whispered: "she's up there, it's incredible." jessica: "oh my god, oh my god." ten minutes later jessica cruises up the street where i am, the street dark, shadowed by sweet oaks. she's completely alert and, like me, conflicted by our drop dead voyeurism. she has a micro tape recorder. "it's been on record since i left my apartment.". minutes move by with blood chilling, skin tingling zaps, hums, destroyed bells. jessica pulls out an object: two wires attached to a battery and a tiny speaker both staple-gunned to a wood block. she touches the wires together and a zipp crackling charge resounds. loud and sharp enough to instantly instigate a distant dog bark. the music stops upstairs we see you peer out the open window super curious. we both got back on our bikes and shot down the street, giddy and freaked out what you must be thinking, wondering, feeling. we stop our bikes. i look at jessica, this is crazy. "i'm going back" she says. -thurston moore TRACKLISTING/CHAPTERS: 00:00 Miracles of Life 00:52 Night Showers 07:35 Secret Admirer 09:46 A Song About Love 14:25 Nothing As Real As It Felt 18:26 One Chance/Happy Futures