If Only (Private Studio Performance)

[Verse 1] I read that line and winced we learn to love by being loved If only I been pouring all my soul out to the people I would bleed for My hands stay open wide and they still take what they can hold I keep that hurt tucked in my chest like a note in a ripped coat I fight for every little dream while the room goes quiet on me I make the call, I make the meal I make the peace, I make the leave And I get used to empty chairs I get used to “soon” and “maybe” I can stand alone for days but being unseen still cuts me [Pre-Chorus] Love is in the things you can’t pretend the phone call back, the hand that stays I’ve been faithful to the ache but I need more than words today Can You see me where I bend? Can You meet me where I break? I don’t need a crowd to sing I just need You by my side [Chorus] Jesus, take my hand take me for a walk Wrap me in Your mercy when my heart won’t talk Jesus, take my hand I’m tired of the dark Wrap me in Your mercy and make me feel Your heart [Verse 2] They know my name, they know my face but they don’t know what I carry Smiles in the doorway, cold goodbye and I still act like I’m okay I set the table, light the room I keep my tears behind my teeth But I am made of open wounds and open hands that don’t get seen I’ve been the strong one way too long the one who holds it all together That kind of lonely doesn’t shout it just sits down and stays forever So if nobody comes through if I’m the one who always gives I need a love that cannot flinch I need a God that still looks in [Pre-Chorus] Love is in the things you can’t pretend the steady step, the unchanged grace I’ve been reaching into dust but I need heaven in my face If I’m too tired to believe if my own heart can’t start again Carry me beyond the ache teach me how to rest in You [Chorus] Jesus, take my hand take me for a walk Wrap me in Your mercy when my heart won’t talk Jesus, take my hand I’m tired of the dark Wrap me in Your mercy and make me feel Your heart [Bridge] I don’t need to earn Your staying I don’t need to prove my pain You were near before the breaking You still know me by my name When the people go their own way when the love I gave runs dry You are gentle in the ruins You are faithful by my side Take me where my soul can breathe take me where the shame falls off Let me learn Your love is real let me feel You in the walk [Final Chorus] Jesus, take my hand take me for a walk Wrap me in Your mercy when my heart won’t talk Jesus, take my hand I’m tired of the dark Wrap me in Your mercy and make me feel Your heart Jesus, take my hand I’m Yours, here I am Wrap me in Your mercy and lead me home again #worshipmusic #trapworship #worshiprap #trapgospel2026 #gospelmusic