NO MORE ROOM 🦇 VYRSYTHE

I bite my tongue until it bleeds. I plant a smile where the wound still breathes. Everybody wants a piece of me Tell me, what's left when there's nothing left to give? Wake up tired, go to sleep numb, Another day pretending I'm someone Who has the answers, who never breaks, Who carries the world with a smile on her face. I swallow the words that I should have said, Replay every fight when I lie in bed. I'm holding my breath just to keep the peace But who's gonna hold me when I come undone beneath? I've been the shelter. I've been the shield. I've been the one who refuses to kneel. But every damn promise is carving me hollow How much of myself am I supposed to swallow? THERE'S NO MORE ROOM INSIDE MY CHEST! No more ghosts, no more second-guessing myself! I've been biting my tongue, I've been choking on truth I GAVE YOU MY ALL! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?! No more breaking just to make you whole, No more selling little pieces of my soul. You can call me selfish, you can call me cruel I'M DONE BEING EMPTY JUST TO MAKE ROOM FOR YOU! MAKE ROOM! MAKE ROOM! I'M DONE MAKING ROOM! You love me best when I don't say no, When I bury the fire and put on a show. When I make myself smaller so you feel tall, When I catch every piece while I'm watching me fall. And I hate that I let it get this far, Turned my own damn heart to a rented-out car. Everybody climbed in, nobody paid Now I'm standing in the wreckage of the life I gave away. I've been the shelter. I've been the shield. I've stitched myself shut so the cracks wouldn't show. But I'm not your savior. I'm not your cure. AND I DON'T OWE YOU THE PARTS OF ME THAT HURT! THERE'S NO MORE ROOM INSIDE MY CHEST! No more ghosts, no more second-guessing myself! I've been biting my tongue, I've been choking on truth I GAVE YOU MY ALL! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?! No more breaking just to make you whole, No more selling little pieces of my soul. You can call me selfish, you can call me cruel I'M DONE BEING EMPTY JUST TO MAKE ROOM FOR YOU! YOU WANT THE OLD ME?! SHE'S FUCKING EXHAUSTED! YOU WANT MY HEART?! LOOK WHAT IT COST US! YOU WANT MY SILENCE?! YOU'VE HAD IT FOR YEARS! NOW CHOKE ON THE SOUND OF EVERYTHING I SWALLOWED THROUGH THE TEARS! NOT. YOUR. SAVIOR! NOT. YOUR. SCAPEGOAT! I AM NOT THE FUCKING PLACE WHERE YOU DUMP WHAT YOU CANNOT FACE! NO MORE ROOM! NO MORE ROOM! NO MORE MAKING ROOM! I don't know who I am without the weight. I don't know how to rest without feeling ashamed. I learned to be needed before I learned to be known. And I'm scared of the silence But I'm more scared of dying a stranger to my own soul. Maybe I am angry. Maybe I am tired. Maybe all these years I've been burning alive. But underneath the ashes, underneath the pain There's a part of me you never got to take. THERE'S NO MORE ROOM INSIDE MY CHEST! I WON'T LOSE MYSELF TRYING TO SAVE EVERYONE ELSE! I BIT MY TONGUE, NOW I'M SPITTING THE TRUTH I GAVE YOU MY ALL! NOW I'M CHOOSING ME TOO! No more breaking just to make you whole, No more burying the fire in my soul. Call me selfish, call me cruel I'M DONE BEING EMPTY JUST TO MAKE ROOM FOR YOU! NO MORE ROOM! NO MORE ROOM! I was a person before I was useful. I was worth loving before I was strong. I was here all along.