Kode - Dark Place (Official Music Video)

This one means a lot to me so I hope you enjoy the song and video! Listen to this song EVERYWHERE here: https://solo.to/latestofkode Listen to KODE EVERYWHERE here: https://solo.to/kodemusic Song: Produced by: Kode Written by: Kode Mix and Mastered by: Robert Rebeck Video: visuals/cinematography: Nelson Chavez at Artem films Director: Nelson Chavez Producer: Kaden McKenna Editor: Kaden McKenna Nelson's Instagram: @nelsons_rawcreations Artem Films: website: https://artemfilms.com/ Instagram: @artemfilms_ Listen to the song on these platforms! Apple Music:   / dark-place-single   Spotify: Soundcloud: Follow me on my socials: Instagram: @kodeproductions Twitter: ItzKode Listen to my other songs on these platforms: Apple Music:   / kode   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6yEYr... Soundcloud:   / kodeproductions   LYRICS: I was just thinking What are the odds that i'd still be alive I hated the fact I survived when so many others have died Back in July they took out the mass that was in me and that's when I said my goodbyes Now there's a threat that's growing inside of my head when I question about my demise Why was I chosen Why did he leave me here broken I've made people sad without care for emotion Put myself first and I chose not to notice But that's when it hit me I can keep living to change all the evil within me I can keep living to say that i've been through the pain that's been in the hearts of so many I may not hit fifty I may not hit forty Gotta act quickly to get out my story I hated the pity they'd always show for me But now that i'm strong I tell them with glory the odds never mattered It was that one in a million that brought you disaster If that's where you're at at the bottom imagine the top of the ladder Those days crying in my room Fighting all my demons cause that was all I knew No way that ima make it through I was locked away in my dark place Trapped inside a dark phase Tried to be alone They're pity made my heart ache They don't need to know So I took my troubles far away and faced em on my own For all my life I was in a dark place I'll always be having these questions Why was it this that was destined Losing my mind when I notice it in my reflection i'm stranded without a direction Maybe these thoughts in my head are a sign of depression Ima make sure that I never express it Ima make sure that I teach em the lessons i've learned that life without pain is a blessing Fighting all my demons on my own I been tryna drown my feelings in Patron Any type of healing I can find I use to bring the silence to my soul Staring at my ceiling thinking should I try to Still chase all my dreams really what should I do How can I achieve em when i'm stuck in my room That's the most I see I think that ima die soon And trust me cause that's on a real I wasn't ever the type that would sit down and cry to tell em the way that I feel I was still hurting but sharing that pain is a burden I know that it's better concealed So I locked away all my most painful of days I thought that's the way I would heal Those days crying in my room Fighting all my demons cause that was all I knew No way that ima make it through I was locked away in my dark place Trapped inside a dark phase Tried to be alone They're pity made my heart ache They don't need to know So I took my troubles far away and faced em on my own For all my life I was in a dark place Hiding away I regret it Wishing I would've just said it out loud Throwing that part of my head in the clouds Hoping it'd never come down Lately i'm straying too far and I hate it They think i'm fine cause that's what i'm saying I hope I don't cry All of the past coming back they probably think that i'm faking everything But i'm not I still see it in my dreams Thought that it was over but that isn't what it seems to be I just need to be out of my head Get me out of my head Get me out of my mind I'm sorry I don't got the time Too many things on my plate i'm tryna be great so I can't be waiting in line I'm in a hurry Trust me there's no need to worry remember I said that i'm fine So many lies I can see pain in they eyes so why should I tell em bout mine Listen Hide inside your mind like it's a prison Why should I confide they won't listen Died while i'm alive i'm still living But now it just don't feel the same I'm growing older and pressure come up on my shoulder I wish it would just go away For now i'm okay but whenever they ask how i'm doing Deep down I know just what to say Those days crying in my room Fighting all my demons cause that was all I knew No way that ima make it through I was locked away in my dark place Trapped inside a dark phase Tried to be alone They're pity made my heart ache They don't need to know So I took my troubles far away and faced em on my own For all my life I was in a dark place