Cigarretes and sorrows - Living is a sad thing (Dsbm)

#dsbm#depressiveblackmetal#rawblackmetal lycris Throw me out of this place. Take me out of this prison. Kill me here. My wish is to die. I can't bear to live. With the suffering in my chest. I feel like I want to cry. But I don't know where to begin. The tears are falling. My arm is already cut. The blade passes harder. The blood flows and seeing this is a relief. I'm sorry for doing this. My mental pain needs an escape valve, an escape for this. My heart wants to cry. It can't. But I live every day. I feel like a zombie with a rotten mind. I feel like this. I'm sorry for being like this. I just want to take my own life. I'm sorry. I want to die. I feel horrible. Ahhh...