bad thoughts get me nowhere (chill mix) - nessa

Bad thoughts get me nowhere is a song about the struggles of getting out of bad habits and bad thoughts. I found trying to escape a negative feedback loop rather difficult when I've been stuck in a bad state of mind for so long. It took a lot of courage to identify the things that I fall into and blame myself for and a lot of compassion to forgive myself getting stuck in patterns like that for so long. This song was submitted as part of my goals in a self-mastery program. It carries my hope, my belief that I can shift better and better every try, eventually fully slaying my unhealthy loops. Core melody by Nesa AI-assisted vocals and instrumentation (mixing) by Suno Lyrics by Nesa I feel like the clock is chasing me but I refuse to move like a broken doll No map No plan Just the weight that I feel, Oh, this is all making me numb The more I fight The less I feel I win Ooh, The more I lose, The more I try to fight within, ‘cause Bad thoughts get me nowhere Nowhere No don’t wanna be stuck in a loop Blank-eyed stares won’t get me somewhere Where I wanted to go There’s someplace to go So, I know… Bad thoughts get me nowhere Nowhere Oh! Everyday in the mirror I try to cancel Thoughts that drown my dreams, oh! Its silver surface still slowly eating away my passion for it The more I run The the harder it gets The more I scream It more it gets… murky… Yes, the blame’s on me… But I can’t be too hard on myself. ‘Cause… Bad thoughts get me nowhere They get me Nowhere I’ll just be trapped in a fog of never ending voices that drowns my peace There’d be nowhere to hide Nowhere to grow Yes, I maybe slow But I let myself slide past this stream, ‘Cause Bad thoughts would get me nowhere Nowhere Ooh, I know Centered, Grounded Rooted somewhere Now, I know. Now, I know. #aidemo