I Smile (English version) - EstebanBeiza

#canciones #music Laughing on the surface, drowning underneath I paint my soul just so they don’t see the freeze If you ask me, I’ll say “I’m fine” Lie heavier than the weight of time And I drink, and dance, pretend that I healed But in my chest you’re still there, carved into steel I hide your name where no one will ever read Behind this smile that I learned to bleed I smile, but I’m dying for you I hide in laughter so they don’t see it’s through If you knew how it burns not being next to you I’d swallow these ashes and lie again too I smile… I smile… and I’m breaking for you No one sees the cracks when the glass still shines Mastered the art of bleeding between the lines Your absence echoes, screaming through my voice So I laugh louder, like I had a choice Yeah... Curtains up, spotlight on, another fake grin Actor in my own life, Oscar for the sin They say “bro you good?” I nod, let the poison in Smile so bright they miss the war I’m living in Midnight thoughts hit harder than a bottle of gin Her name tattooed on lungs I breathe in Love turned to shrapnel, every memory’s a pin Bleeding out quiet while the room spins I’m a ghost in my skin, haunting what we could’ve been Drowning in “I’m fine” while the truth wears thin So I’ll laugh, take the pain, swallow it again Ash smile on my face ‘til the very end I smile, but I’m dying for you Don’t know who I am without this lie I do If you can’t come back, then take this ending too This fake smile… and the pain of living without you #darkromantic #desamor #sadmusic #music #musica #canción #triste #sad EstebanBeiza