Quiet moments

I don’t say your name no more But it’s always on my mind Like a song I can’t turn off Playing somewhere deep inside I keep busy just to cope Fill the silence, kill the time But it always finds a way Back to you, back to why I thought distance would erase it I thought time would let me breathe But the space you left is different It just stays inside of me I miss you in ways I can’t explain In quiet moments, in sudden pain In everything I try to do There’s always something pulling me to you I miss you more than I admit More than I ever wanted this And I don’t know what to do With all this love I have for you I still think about your eyes The way they used to look at me Like I was the only one Like I was everything you’d need Now I’m just someone you knew Just a story in your past But I’m still right here holding on To something you let pass And it kills me knowing you Probably don’t feel it too While I’m stuck inside a heart That still belongs to you I miss you in ways I can’t explain In quiet moments, in sudden pain In everything I try to do There’s always something pulling me to you I miss you more than I admit More than I ever wanted this And I don’t know what to do With all this love I have for you Where do I put this love now If it’s not with you somehow It’s too much to just let go But there’s nowhere left to go I try to bury it deep But it wakes me in my sleep Every part of me still knows You’re the one I can’t let go I wish I could just forget you Like you forgot me I wish it didn’t stay like this I miss you more than I can take Every breath feels like it breaks Every step just feels like proof There’s no moving on from you I miss you more than words can say More with every passing day And I don’t know what to do With all this love I have for you So I just carry it alone A place that used to feel like home You moved on, but I still do Everything with missing you