Emily Lilian - shallow (live session)

I almost gave up on 'shallow', one of my most exposing songs. I wrote it during a weaning period that took literal no good nights and no good mornings, I wanted it out of my life. it was that guitar line that brought it back to me in a good way. this song is really a combination of a 'happy' melody with aching lyrics I did not intend to do at first place. 'ANOTHER YEAR OF A GYPSY' my debut album https://emilylilian.com/releases/album1 Produced, Filmed, Recorded, Edited & Mixed by Adama Sessions Mix & master: Nadav Vocals & Guitar: Emily Lilian Mandolin: Zaky German Guitar: Gil Hillman Bass: Daniel Guerstein Violin: Omer Ashano song written by Emily Lilian Lyrics: No goodnights & no good mornings Trying to embrace the boring With no idea where this is going Holding on to sweet sweet nothing Even with my eyes closed and no distractions He could still drive me mad not taking action See my pride wont let me be Its gotten out the worst in me Walks beside me, hanging over like a shadow Twirls my head in aching thoughts Forgetting all that I was taught Is there anyway to reach out from the shallow? No mind games and no convictions Getting tired of my addictions Moving fast & changing slowly No innocence, nothing holy mmmm It could really drive me mad not taking action See my pride wont let me be Its gotten out the worst in me Walks beside me, hanging over like a shadow Twirls my head in aching thoughts Forgetting all that I was taught Is there anyway to reach out from the shallow? Can't go far or come close to you Feeling like a flame that's turned blue Throwing all the old ways knowing There'll be no good nights and no good mornings