Helplessness

Sometimes I don't know Why I often end up alone against my own wishes. Despite what my heart truly desires. Like a shining star in the dark sky. My heart is becoming like a burning ember. I don't even know why? Losing my trust and faith upon you. Which constantly triggers my realization That your memories are fading away into nothingness. ​ Sometimes, I don't know Why I often end up alone against my own wishes. Despite what my heart truly desires. My every little breath is constantly draining Slowly in the hope for a fragment memory of You. My sleep is still pending at the edge of grass, just like a due. ​ What did I achieved by letting you go? I stand almost wiped clean of every lingering remnant of you. ​ You are slipping through my fingers like rain in the night. And my helplessness broke me as I lost my silent fight. ​ Sometimes I don't know Why I often end up alone against my own wishes. Despite what my heart truly desires.