If you could change the past what would you change?

If you could go back five years, ten years—what would you do differently? This video is a raw, emotional reflection on time wasted chasing validation, staying distracted, and doubting yourself. I talk about my journey through self-sabotage, sobriety, and healing. I wish I knew sooner that my past didn’t define me, that I was allowed to change, and that every moment didn’t have to be perfect—it just had to be mine. This isn’t just a vent session. It’s a reminder that it’s never too late to take your life seriously. That your story, no matter how messy, matters. I hope this encourages someone out there to stop wasting time waiting for the perfect moment, and just start. 🎙 Share your story in the comments if this resonates. You’re not alone. _______________________________________________________________________ TIME STAMPS 00:00 – “If you could go back…” | Reflecting on regret and time wasted 01:06 – Wasting time on partying, dating, and self-hate 02:51 – The Epiphany 05:42 – “Your story is what makes you different” 08:23 – “Past you is proud. Future you is counting on you.” ________________________________________________________________________ JOIN OUR PATREON   / theflawedvillain   (I have free journals for self available in there to help you on your journey. The memberships are 3.33 a month.) Otherwise SHOP THE JOURNALS HERE https://www.infinitelybalanced.com/shop __________________________________________________________________________ self reflection, wasted time, sobriety journey, regret and healing, self worth, stop self sabotage, women healing journey, 30 and starting over, emotional growth, healing past trauma, content creator reflection, self compassion, mental health journey, life transformation, spiritual healing, inner child healing, mindset shift, healing vlog, growth mindset, becoming yourself