Not Your Sunshine - Angelic Rage | Official Audio

🖤 Not everyone deserves access to your light. "Not Your Sunshine" is about choosing yourself, setting boundaries, and realizing that being kind doesn't mean sacrificing your own happiness. You can love others without losing yourself. Turn it up, embrace your chaos, and never apologize for protecting your peace. 💚🔥 Thank you for listening and supporting my music! — Angelic Rage 🦊 #NotYourSunshine #AngelicRage #OriginalMusic #GothicPop #AIMusic #furrymusic LYRICS [Intro] I kept the lights on for everybody else... While I was fading into the dark. Even the brightest flame can die When it burns for everyone but itself. Not anymore. [Verse 1] Bent till I was breaking, gave away too much, Mistook the weight of saving everyone for love. Held the pieces till I shattered through, Forgot I needed saving too. Smiled through scars I hid beneath my skin, Called it love each time I let the hurt back in. Now the mirror says, "It's time to be free. You can care for them and still choose to be." Held the door while they walked away, Made their excuses, swallowed the blame. Kept forgiving what I shouldn't forget, I'm done paying somebody else's debt. [Pre-Chorus] Too many nights keeping their fires alive, While my own flame almost died. I forgot that I was born to shine. [Chorus] I know it's not my fault, I was taught to be kind. But I'm done being everybody's FUCKING SUNSHINE! If they only love me when I bleed, They never loved the soul beneath. I'm done tearing myself apart Just to keep the peace inside your heart. I can love without losing my soul, I can leave without turning cold. Call me selfish, say what you want, YOU DON'T OWN MY LIGHT ANYMORE! [Post-Chorus] Not your light... Not your flame... I can love you And walk away. Ooh-ooh-ooh... I belong to me. [Verse 2] Yeah! Gave them grace, got excuses in return, Kept giving till there was nothing left to burn. Gave them chances, gave them trust, Watched forever turn to dust. No more guilt dressed up as affection, No more begging for a little connection. Call me heartless? I call it healed. Closed the wounds you refused to seal. I was shelter in somebody's storm, Kept them safe while I came undone. No more shame for choosing me, No more chains disguised as loyalty. If your love comes with a price, Keep your bargain, keep your lies! I won't destroy myself to rescue you. The spell is broken; I'm breaking through! [Pre-Chorus] The silence sounds like peace at last, I'm done being chained to the past. I can't keep setting myself on fire Just to be everything you require. [Chours] I know it's not my fault, I was taught to be kind. But I'm done being everybody's FUCKING SUNSHINE! If they only love me when I bleed, They never loved the soul beneath. I'm done tearing myself apart Just to keep the peace inside your heart. I can love without losing my soul, I can leave without turning cold. Call me selfish, say what you want, YOU DON'T OWN MY LIGHT ANYMORE! [Bridge] Maybe I'll miss you... Maybe I'll cry... Maybe some nights I'll still ask why. But missing you doesn't mean I should stay, And loving you doesn't mean I must break. I forgive the soul I used to be, The one who thought love meant misery. I wasn't weak for giving my all, But I won't abandon me when I fall. [Whispered] I choose me this time. [Rap Breakdown] No more running, no more hiding, No more smiling while I'm dying. Know my worth, reclaim my name, I'm not your target, not your game. Keep your guilt and manipulation, I'm done with this damn situation! You had my kindness, you had my trust, But you couldn't crush what you couldn't touch! No more chains, no more control, No more trading pieces of my soul. I can wish you well from far away— MY HEART IS MINE. I'M HERE TO STAY! [Build-Up] I don't need revenge... I don't need you to understand... I only need to know I can finally stand. [Final Chorus] I know it's not my fault! I was taught to be kind! But I'm done being everybody's FUCKING SUNSHINE! If they only love me when I bleed, They never knew the soul beneath. I won't tear my world apart Just to make a home inside your heart! Let them leave, let the silence grow, I've got nothing left to prove or owe. I'd rather stand alone and whole Than lose another piece of my soul! I can love and still protect my light! I can walk away and still be kind! Call me selfish, say what you want— YOU DON'T OWN MY LIGHT ANYMORE! [Final] NOT YOUR LIGHT! NOT YOUR FLAME! I'M STILL KIND— BUT I'M NOT THE SAME! NOT YOUR CURE! NOT YOUR CROWN! I FOUND MYSELF WHEN I PUT THE WEIGHT DOWN! [Outro] Some people only miss your light When they can no longer use it. I hope they remember who I was... But I don't need them to. This time... I'm choosing me.