Bear My Shame

Down and out I don't know how, I will get by on nothing now, Sad, alone, I watch as I, Sit in the corner and I cry, Waking up, It reminds me, Of everything that cannot be, Life of wonders isn't mine, I'm always left so far behind Chorus "Bear my shame" is what they say, They ridicule me every day, Yelling loud obscenities, They curse and taunt relentlessly, I just want to run and hide, I need someone to take me and guide, Help has never come to me, I guess I'll stay alone, We'll see I walk along a windy rail, No one to listen to my sad tale, I do not know what I should do, I need to find my meaning, true, And when I lay alone in bed, I remember the things they said Chorus "You're such a failure," This they yell, "You're weak, alone," They shout at me as if a spell, "Just give up," They try to sway, "You are nothing," This they say Still lying here I try to sleep, My heart is broken , Sadness now creeps, As tears are flowing, Whimpered sobs, I try to forget these stupid slobs, But words they said still come to mind, Please God deliver before they grind, My soul to ashes, my mind to dust, Please save me before I start to rust, Deliver me! Just save me please! Release me before hurts will squeeze, Save me now, My fight is done, Will you deliver? I think they won