I Was Angry at God After My Mom Died (Then This Happened)

A lot of people might not want to hear this, but this episode is about the part of my grief journey I was scared to share out loud: faith. I’m not sharing this because I think it’s the only path to healing, and I’m not here to push anything on you. I’m sharing it because it’s a major part of my story, and grief changed my relationship with God in a way I never expected. I grew up Catholic, drifted from church in college, and honestly didn’t even know how to pray beyond the basics. Then my mom had a heart attack, and I found myself on my knees by her bedside asking God, “What do you mean?” I wasn’t calm. I wasn’t polished. I was angry. And when people kept saying “thoughts and prayers,” it felt like salt in the wound. This episode is about how faith became complicated, how community became a lifeline, why “Jesus wept” changed how I view grief, and what it looked like to try again even when I felt ridiculous. If loss made you closer to faith or made faith harder, you’re not alone. 💜 Stay Connected Instagram:   / mymomdiedpodcast   TikTok:   / mymomdiedpod   🎥 Listen on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7JltaAI... 📬 Join the Community Sign up for the newsletter and be the first to know about new episodes and live events: https://mailchi.mp/179400ef58c5/my-mo... 🕊️ Share Your Story Have a story about grief or healing you’d like to share? Submit it here: https://forms.gle/ydsU3Pxdg7Kb6V466 🎙️ My Mom Died — hosted by Gabri Segui A 205 Network show.