Broken Halo- Akiyo Yuki

With nothing left to say I watched you walk away Thought our bond was unbreakable Thought wrong Cried for so long Now I keep my distance I can feel it in my throat Every word I never got to throw Hands shaking, standing here alone With your broken halo in my hands. Did you ever mean it when you looked me in the eye? I keep your name under my tongue like a lie. I'm here picking up your broken halo through the wreck you made of me. Was I ever enough, or just easy to leave? Did you keep score when I was trying to stay? Did you watch me fold up while you looked away? I’m still tripping over pieces of your broken halo I watched you fall and hit the ground so hard How did the distance between us get so far? I reached out my hand but you just turned your back I can feel it in my throat Every word I never got to throw Hands shaking, standing here alone With your broken halo in my hands Did you ever mean it when you looked me in the eye? I keep your name under my tongue like a lie. I'm here picking up your broken halo through the wreck you made of me. Was I ever enough, or just easy to leave? Did you keep score when I was trying to stay? Did you watch me fold up while you looked away? I’m still tripping over pieces broken halo I write your name in the steam on my bathroom mirror Then drag my sleeve across it till it disappears And I still reach for your side of the bed out of habit, in my sleep, in my dreams, when I wake up hoping you are still there. Did you ever mean it when you looked me in the eye? I keep your name under my tongue like a lie. I'm here picking through the wreck you made of me. Was I ever enough, or just easy to leave? Did you keep score when I was trying to stay? Did you watch me fold up while you looked away? I’m done tripping over what you left in the hall I'm ending this life with your broken halo