Lil Xtra - Different [Lyrics x AMV]

Lil Xtra - Different More from Lil Xtra:    • Lil Xtra - This Changes Nothing [Lyrics x ...   Spotify-Playlist (SADTOPIA): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4vw... Download IDLEGLANCE Thumbnails & GIFs: https://www.idleglance.com/videos ☔ Merchandise: https://idleglance.com/pages/merch ☔ Submission: https://idleglance.com/submission ☔ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/p1nvv3i... ☔ Apple Music:   / idleglance   ☔ Soundcloud:   / idleglance   ☔ Discord:   / discord   ☔ Instagram:   / idleglance   ☔ TikTok:   / uca4fy6cxwy3izffro4gtnaw   Stream 'Different': Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Obbvn... SoundCloud:   / different   Lil Xtra https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XI...   / lilxtraatl     / lilxtraatl     / lilxtraatl      / @lilxtra6211   Anime: ⓈⒾⓁⒺⓃⓉ ⓋⓄⒾⒸⒺ    | ⓀⓄⒺ ⓃⓄ ⓀⒶⓉⒶⒸⒽⒾ (AMV) AMV Editor: IDLEGANG - [astani] | http://bit.ly/astaniYT Thumb Editor: IDLEGANG - [Sempai] | http://bit.ly/Sempai3607 Lyrics: Yo I'm doomed to a life of 7.25 No point living right Won’t make it out alive Making plays downtown Let me sleep on the drive Leaning from the fvcking codeine in my sprite Leaning on the hollows in his fvcking four-five like Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly He don’t really care If I’m impaired just stares, says What the fvck is up Bruh you really wanna d!e? Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish I just hope that I d!e young and high like hedwig I’ve been too distressed to address this But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish I’d change if I could But I just can’t help it But I know who I am No need to pretend Guess I’m I’m still fvcked up And let down again Cause I’ve been feeling down Can’t wait until it passes I kept your picture Underneath my mattress Can’t see the sky to Find my own position I know it isn’t working I know that something’s different I know I'm fvcking different.... Why the world gotta be like this? Getting high And she tells me what her step dad did I keep the secret So she can pretend That her innocence Hasn’t been lost in a sense So we Go to the mall and buy some bullsh!t To block out how fvcked up it all is I just need a whip with the gold plate rims I just need a pill to feel happiness I just need a check and some ice I can flex A few more drugs to feel a little less A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed That loves all my sh!t and loves having s3x So I can pretend everything’s okay But the world’s so black and I’m so grey I hope in the end one day I’ll say I see the same old world in a brand new way Cause I’ve been feeling down Can’t wait until it passes I hope you keep me Underneath your mattress Still too blind to See my own condition I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing Cause I’ve been feeling down Can’t wait until it passes I kept your picture Underneath my mattress I can’t see the sky to Find my own position I know it isn’t working I know that something’s different I hope I'm always different Different I hope I'm always different Different I hope I hope I hope... I hope I'm always different ________________________________________________ #IDLEGLANCE #LILXTRA #XTRA #IDLEGANG idlegang idlegxng Anime Music Video Animeedits Edit Waifu Amv Anime underground Alternative Emorap Emo-rap Emo-HipHop Rap HipHop Grunge Lonely Trap Trapmetal Sad Lofi Emotional Sad Heartbroken Depression Love