'SYMPHONY' full project, by me (2024-2026)

hellooo everyone, welcome to this video ! i somehow hesitate in the manner of describe this project and his format, which i consider more close to a real album that my precedent project 'bangers fc'. this time, this is another person whose made this project, a person who said goodbye to his wonderfull high schools years and became a graduate :) uni student :/ haha during those years, i was very struggling to produce songs. it felt hard for many reasons : first of all, i didn't really improve myself on musical theory, despite my piano (that i'd barely play - i apologise to anyone whose been hurting by those shame revelations haha) and despite that i took a begginner's drums courses at uni during a semester ; secondly, i left garageband for... logic pro ! and... it was a little more difficult that i thought for assimilate and manipulate this daw ! also, there was many months during these years in which i produce absolutely nothing ! sometimes, it was the total absence of inspiration in me that encourge myself to not open logic pro ; in other times, it was the fatigue due to uni exams or to work that restrains (i don't know if it's the good word) my "creativity" (i absolutely don't want to sound arrogant or whatever, but the lifestyle has inevetably effect on those things here and i do know that academic research has proven it ...) whatever, its also 2 years in which i discover many artists from many musical genres that really inspired me. maybe it will comes through some songs. i took a step out of french/us rap scene and it also come through the project. as far as my memory remember, i do think that the idea of an album named 'SYMPHONY' has come really early in my head. behind this idea of 'symphony', i really wanted to explore the most possible genres that i liked and in which i'm (possibly) capable to produce something close to that. i don't know if 'eclectic' is maybe a word too big to describe my musical tastes (it always comes to my mind the scene in 'the office' in which gabe ask erin's boyfriend what kind of songs he liked, the guy answers a bit of all, and then gabe ask him if, given to his answer, he also listen to h@teful songs from K*K), however i really tried to make something that feels like me. i think that i left behind 'symphony' 20-25 songs, that didn't feel well together in my vision of the architecture of this project, or simply that wasn't as good as the others. however, i feel a step-up between 'bangers fc' and 'symphony, even if it’s only slightly. again, i take a real pleasure to imagine, produce, assemble, mixing this (modest and amateur) project. of course, the mix and mastering is shit, the chords not really better, but in comparaison of 'bangers fc', i involved myself even more in all those process, so this project suits myself, my tastes, my errors, my life, my inspiration, the person that i was, that i am and maybe that i will be, even better than during 'bangers fc' years producing. again, sorry for my poor english, i hope u will, even if its not much, enjoy this project send a lot of love timelapse : 0:00 sometimes it feels like we need a break so. 2:55 caroline p. 5:49 oh ! not our pantheress !. 8:58 J.F. KENNEDY. 12:05 DYSMORPHIA. 15:07 LOU'innit. 18:02 NEVER LEAVING. 20:54 it's not u, it's me. 23:44 GOING DOWN. 27:19 SOMEWHERE IN HEAVEN.