Art of Losing

Verse 1 The art of losing, can reach my life A shattered existence, carried by the sand I decode a feeling, Trying to understand it Cold as ice, warm as a blanket This is me with all my efforts Oh no, I'm shattered into pieces Chorus I lost myself I lost some people I lost everything That I don't even understand You can't translate people's feelings And I can't say how I feel And a wound grows into something worse But on the surface it's still calm And take the guarantee for beauty Verse 2 And I can't just bury myself My mind keeps isolating me Should I, survive, Run without stepping on What exactly is trust? Even few humans can be trusted Will they see that belief as just an illusion? Chorus I lost myself I lost some people I lost everything That I don't even understand You can't translate people's feelings And I can't say how I feel And a wound grows into something worse But on the surface it's still calm And take the guarantee for beauty Bridge This pain will be rewarded with goodness They will say "love yourself" And even when I was never taught how Just to calm down, I still curse myself (Love yourself) Tell me it's a lie (Love yourself) Then say it was a joke (Love yourself) I don't even know to stop overthinking Chorus I lost myself I lost some people I lost everything That I don't even understand You can't translate people's feelings And I can't say how I feel And a wound grows into something worse But on the surface it's still calm And take the guarantee for beauty Outro I'm tired oh... I locked myself in I keep trying to hug myself I'm still trying to stay alive To stay alive... Stay alive...